by Fionn Zarubica
I will miss your company because I have made the decision to set off in a new direction. I have decided to become the author of my life. I am casting away the results I once envisioned as essential and am going for wholeness, joy and above all love.
And no, this is not a weekend attitude or one assumed during an inspirational retreat.
This is where I have made the choice to spend the rest of my life.
It is not threatened by fear of censure, invisibility, separation or death; it is a surrender to just be and to engage in my passion.
An individual’s passion realized quickens the whole.
I am taking responsibility for my part in the wellbeing of others, the planet and myself.
I won’t do jobs I do not feel good about, I won’t pursue a career that kills my spirit and I won’t tune in to people who find me lacking or say I can’t.
I won’t make myself small to soothe others.
I am releasing my focus on money and survival and turning my focus to giving. When I consider a job today, I will measure it against whether or not I would do it for free.
I am acting on every harebrained inspiration I have as long as it sits well in my heart, my true intelligence.
I am sending my thoughts in the direction of how I want things to be, seeing my wishes already fulfilled. I am learning to receive and to let go of the anxiety about not getting or giving enough.
I understand that I don’t have to pander to power because authority is internal.
This is the place of our now. It is a place of peace and contentment; it is passion guided by love.
As Joseph Clough said, “Rather than being a product of life, allow life to be a product of you.”
I hope you will join me here so that I don’t have to miss your company – it is lovely.
The choice is yours…
And by the way, Love is all that matters…